stripped bare


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You don’t understand.

It’s not that I haven’t been inspired lately. It’s just that… you can’t know. You would judge me. Judge my actions—or non-actions. I can’t have you judge me like that, no. You don’t know me. You don’t know who I really am. You read my words and form your own impression of me. If you knew what I had done—have been doing—to myself, you’d look at me with that hurt look in your eyes. I can’t bear it. You’d hate me. You’d hate me for lying to you. You’d be disappointed that I am not who you think I am.

No. You can’t know.

I already hate myself.

Don’t go.


Written by smudgi3

December 8, 2009, Tuesday at 23:19

Posted in Perversion

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  1. Chillzz


    December 10, 2009, Thursday at 03:54

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